Hey friends, and family
So i have a new hair dooo i am sure you could tell by my facebook.
Well its more then just a fashion statement which i am sure was the first inclination for you.
But this hair style has more to do with freedom. You see i cared so much for what people thought of me it paralyzed me... still does truth be told. And so i cut my hair. ... odd yes but a submission to God none the less to say " i am yours and no one elses." I think It makes God happy and it helps me to get outside my comfort zone. I am forced to say.. " I believe in God and care only for his opinion because caring about others opinions enslaves me to that."
Please dont feel bad if you complimented me either... I need to learn how to take encouragement as affirmation and not as identity. If that at all makes sense. I am just learning to say i love you to myself and in that seeking freedom.
Freedom of course being my summer's theme.
you can download the song i wrote on cross roads .net here for freeeee:
http://www.crossroads.net/downloads/index.php
:) love you all
Please pray for continued freedom. The day i cut my hair i thought it become an easier task but it has been more weighted with worry, fear, etc.. needing your prayers for that. MOre freedom and courage to say yes more to God. love love love
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